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this is why i sometimes so much prefer to be a clo...
ARGH SO PISSED. just because you have 5k in your b...
sometimes you really piss me off. dont you dare or...
I dont know what is family anymore. or many i just...
Treasure.
stepping into reality...
what's next?
stress.
stop playing with me...
Goodbye.
rojak thoughts rojak emotions. Sunday, June 9, 2013 @ 5:03 AM
it seems terribly hard to be around family today. my day was spoilt even before i woke up. i really hate that face she gives me, even when i dint do anything. that particular face. everybody is being super touchy. dad is pissed cause nobody wants to go out, and recently its like he's PMs-ing or something. mum is again being super moody. and my bro, lets not even touch on his problem. at this point of time it like once i step out of my room and talk, somebody will explode, and that person could even very well be me. once everybody is not in the mood i always seem to be the target of their suppressed anger.
well, it's been long since i updated about anything, other than with the complaints. haha
i havent even talked about graduation, but somehow i just dont wanna touch on that too... cause it makes it seem like total goodbye when it isn't, right? i'll still get to meet the girls, i'll still get to meet the rest if we could and i could still go and meet the facis if i went back to school. the only thing i'm leaving is poly, education and the schooling life, which in all honestly, i really do miss. stepping into society is pretty much like shit, trying to find a job, worrying about finances, having to grow up. although i have nothing much to worry about now, i am afterall jobless :/ plus mum is getting retrenched by her stupid boss. i gotta step up and find a job to contribute too. plus the bestie has been bugging me to find a job too. i dont wanna go into detail and complain about the events that has happened.
sheesh i'm the one who's supposed to be PMS-ing right now.
hana is leaving for korea tmr :( it'll be a week without her. ( have fun hana~ <3 just come back safe ok. always be careful and dont go anywhere alone ar. love you!<3)
and ming's job is putting a toll on her :( ( jiayou ming, do what you hafta do ok. what matters is that you are happy. no point dragging yourself to work and dreading the whole time through. i will always support you. love you ok <3)
and i miss them all sooooooooooooo badly :(
it seems terribly hard to be around family today. my day was spoilt even before i woke up. i really hate that face she gives me, even when i dint do anything. that particular face. everybody is being super touchy. dad is pissed cause nobody wants to go out, and recently its like he's PMs-ing or something. mum is again being super moody. and my bro, lets not even touch on his problem. at this point of time it like once i step out of my room and talk, somebody will explode, and that person could even very well be me. once everybody is not in the mood i always seem to be the target of their suppressed anger.
well, it's been long since i updated about anything, other than with the complaints. haha
i havent even talked about graduation, but somehow i just dont wanna touch on that too... cause it makes it seem like total goodbye when it isn't, right? i'll still get to meet the girls, i'll still get to meet the rest if we could and i could still go and meet the facis if i went back to school. the only thing i'm leaving is poly, education and the schooling life, which in all honestly, i really do miss. stepping into society is pretty much like shit, trying to find a job, worrying about finances, having to grow up. although i have nothing much to worry about now, i am afterall jobless :/ plus mum is getting retrenched by her stupid boss. i gotta step up and find a job to contribute too. plus the bestie has been bugging me to find a job too. i dont wanna go into detail and complain about the events that has happened.
sheesh i'm the one who's supposed to be PMS-ing right now.
hana is leaving for korea tmr :( it'll be a week without her. ( have fun hana~ <3 just come back safe ok. always be careful and dont go anywhere alone ar. love you!<3)
and ming's job is putting a toll on her :( ( jiayou ming, do what you hafta do ok. what matters is that you are happy. no point dragging yourself to work and dreading the whole time through. i will always support you. love you ok <3)
and i miss them all sooooooooooooo badly :(
