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Music
Singing
BREAK?! WHAT BREAK?
feeling lonely
o(╥﹏╥)o
will i...?
worst day ever...
insulted
confused and empty self
hello
this place is so empty. its so lonely. your words...
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FUCK Monday, November 11, 2013 @ 9:19 AM
man i really hate those " FUCK I'M FUCKED" moments and your heart just sinks like a stone. So my family, plus all my uncles and aunts and cousins from my mum's side has planed to go to bangkok next month. the ticketing stuff has all been done. and now the place where i work at says that i cant go because it is the year end sale period. Here comes the tricky part, the ticket is a restricted ticket. so i cant change the name to it and i cant get a refund for it because it is basically the cheapest package that has been offered and apparently, everything cost a thousand dollars. this is where i am fucked. mum is going to see if she can do anything by calling the agency up tmr, and i hope they can give a little leeway and allow a change. the company is not budging saying if they allow me to go the rest of the guys would find it unfair, i understand, but i dint know that i couldnt. then comes the pressure from my mum's side and family. my aunt was at my place just now and she asked me " so how? once in a very long time kinda thing you cannot go? dunno when the whole family can go again. so how?" and all i could say was i couldnt. i feel so shitty right now -.- if you ask me, i really have no answer as to how to solve it. either i go and quit this job (and today was my first day of work) or forgo the thousand bucks. shiiiiieeeeeetttttttt fuck i dunno. my mum is super pissed at me and i dint know it would turn out this way.
on other news, first day of work was ok but damn ' :/ ' this is the best way i can describe it. i forgot alot of things and i know not as much as everybody else there. i forgot how to restring guitar and not to mention i still cant play one. i've been there before so i should know:/ the admin was telling me" why did you come back? out of all the interns you are the only one that came back. i told you not to come back right?" cause he himself is planning to leave in due time. i always tell myself i wont go back, but i always do-.-
man i really hate those " FUCK I'M FUCKED" moments and your heart just sinks like a stone. So my family, plus all my uncles and aunts and cousins from my mum's side has planed to go to bangkok next month. the ticketing stuff has all been done. and now the place where i work at says that i cant go because it is the year end sale period. Here comes the tricky part, the ticket is a restricted ticket. so i cant change the name to it and i cant get a refund for it because it is basically the cheapest package that has been offered and apparently, everything cost a thousand dollars. this is where i am fucked. mum is going to see if she can do anything by calling the agency up tmr, and i hope they can give a little leeway and allow a change. the company is not budging saying if they allow me to go the rest of the guys would find it unfair, i understand, but i dint know that i couldnt. then comes the pressure from my mum's side and family. my aunt was at my place just now and she asked me " so how? once in a very long time kinda thing you cannot go? dunno when the whole family can go again. so how?" and all i could say was i couldnt. i feel so shitty right now -.- if you ask me, i really have no answer as to how to solve it. either i go and quit this job (and today was my first day of work) or forgo the thousand bucks. shiiiiieeeeeetttttttt fuck i dunno. my mum is super pissed at me and i dint know it would turn out this way.
on other news, first day of work was ok but damn ' :/ ' this is the best way i can describe it. i forgot alot of things and i know not as much as everybody else there. i forgot how to restring guitar and not to mention i still cant play one. i've been there before so i should know:/ the admin was telling me" why did you come back? out of all the interns you are the only one that came back. i told you not to come back right?" cause he himself is planning to leave in due time. i always tell myself i wont go back, but i always do-.-
