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thanks for making me feel insecure all the time.
Because no matter what, the odds will always be ag...
i think you dont know what its like to constantly ...
the feeling that is overwhelming in me right now, ...
be yourself? i now realise that that is the most u...
indifference.
am i a failure? everything i am is just a total mi...
what am i doing?
great, you just gotta go and fuck everything up. y...
why do you guys always have to make me feel this w...
Saturday, September 6, 2014 @ 9:39 AM
It's been so long since i've been this confused.
It's been so long since i've had to feel these kinda feelings.
I don't know what to do. i'm so overwhelmed with feelings - confusion, sadness, happiness. This heavy but relieved feeling in my heart every single time i see him, or this jump in my heart every time i receive a text from HIM. I think i know what i want, and i think my heart knows what it wants, and i think i know why it's feeling so heavy; because it knows that none of what it wishes for will come true.
But then again, in my current state of mind, i don't even know what i'm talking about.
It's been so long since i've been this confused.
It's been so long since i've had to feel these kinda feelings.
I don't know what to do. i'm so overwhelmed with feelings - confusion, sadness, happiness. This heavy but relieved feeling in my heart every single time i see him, or this jump in my heart every time i receive a text from HIM. I think i know what i want, and i think my heart knows what it wants, and i think i know why it's feeling so heavy; because it knows that none of what it wishes for will come true.
But then again, in my current state of mind, i don't even know what i'm talking about.
